My First Love Story – Heart Touch Story – statuscollect
- Viral Noax
- May 8, 2019
- 4 min read
1. My First Love Story
My last year in high school was truly memorable because of a sweet little teen-age girl that took my heart. School year 1956-1957 has just started when one afternoon a teacher introduced us to each other. It has something to do with a project in Pilipino we are to work together. The chance encounter was brief. I never remember what we talked. All I can recall was how delicate and graceful her hands as she gesture when she speak.
The sound of her voice was so pleasing. Her almond shaped eyes smiles when she laughed. There was the bloom of crimson on her damp lips and shades of scarlet on her smooth face. Her scent is heavenly. As if an unseeable bouquet of garlands surrounds her. And the way her shiny black shoulder length hair sway when she move her head fascinate me . She was the most beautiful girl I have ever met. When we parted that afternoon, my heart deserted me and went with her. She was my first love.
I sleep very little the night we met. I dream of her with my eyes wide open. I beg God to hurry up morning. The next day I saw her again after school and this time we spend a little more time together. I walked her home and that was the beginning of our many promenades. We discovered we have a lot of things in common. We delight in each other’s company. We shared stories and laughed a lot. Yet I lack the courage to tell her how I feel. The thought of losing her should I open up my heart, kept the verses I rehearsed countless nights locked in my mind.
But on the last simbang gabi in 1956, with the morning chill of December and the dark of the night waning, I confessed to her she is my first love. She look me long and deep in the eyes as if searching the truth in what I said. Without a word I took her hand and she allowed me to kiss it. Then she look down and whispered she is afraid. She has never been in love before and don’t know what to do. I gently lifted her face. The light as dawn break showed the worry in her misty eyes. I draw her towards me and for the first time I put my arms around her. I felt the warmth of her firm body and the tight embrace of her arms on my back. She look up at me again with a smile, and then we kiss for the very first time. It was the sweetest, most passionate and romantic kiss I can ever remember.
I have never forgotten her. Even in my worst days, the memories we shared always makes me smile. They say you always lose your first love, you may never find it back, the bliss of marriage may guise it, but the truth is first love never leaves. It stays with you, in your mind, in your heart, waiting for you to be alone, lonesome, feeling down and empty.
Then she’s there. Exactly as she was the last time you saw her. Young, lovely, vibrant, smiling, pulling your hand for another sentimental sojourn down the enchanting lane of memories bygone.
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2. My First Love Story
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I was one of the first 40 signatures, I advertised this petition on all social media I could from Facebook to Gab and YouTube to Twitter. Etc.
I was surprised that while of course fans are divided on the Disney take of star wars, never did I think I would have my life threatened over the franchise.
Henry Walsh also has been threatened, that people would hack his email, that they would attack him.
I have been told I would suffer if I kept going through with this petition and kept posting it.
In 1977 George Lucas strived to make a movie that nobody wanted to be a part of, it was difficult and he was told to change it and put all his money and time into it. He created history and made a huge change to cinema everywhere and the future of comic books and video games.
I’ve played every video game released by lucas film including the 1994 ones and beyond. All star wars EU, EA. I was bullied in school alot and had no friends because I have Asperger’s autism spectrum, and my only escape was through the star wars games. Mostly KOTOR star wars the video game, I suffered alot of abuse, as a minor. I won’t go into detail but I have felt alot of pain growing up, I was abused and forced to endure the wrath of a drunk uncle. I would have panic attacks and my asthma would get so bad I’d be hospitalized for a few days. The best part of the hospital in Palm Springs is that they let the kids play Nintendo 64. They even had the star wars games for it. The only thing that brought me happiness was star wars. The only thing that made me felt free and like I wasn’t alone was the heroes that made my childhood matter. I got married this year and the main topic that brought my wife and I together was star wars and our nerdiness. She’s my best friend and has helped me become more social and helped me actually want to have friends.
Without her and without star wars I fear what I may have done in the times I felt suicidal. I never knew my father and never had a relationship with my mother. My Jewish background made it hard in many social encounters. My family didn’t like me nor my hobby of video games. Star wars got me through the death of my grandma who raised me, in 2015. I never got to say goodbye. I’ve been called worthless and I’ve been beaten. But with my heroes I felt accepted.
I didn’t like the Disney change. I loved the expanded universe and will always be a fan of it. So I signed this petition.
Even though I am being threatened and bullied again online, now I am strong enough to overcome it. Nobody can make me stop loving star wars. Star wars gives me the courage to keep this petition going, I learned to have courage first from Luke Skywalker.
Star wars taught me to hope, star wars taught me to dream again
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